this is it what more do u want?!

torture

2010-08-01T22:46:00.003+08:00

i was bein mentally tortured for 36hrs

do u noe what issit like to feel like cryin every moment of tt 36 hrs??

will it be the same for the next 3 years??

ofcos i would feel better after cryin out..but bein me i cant

please save me..
i cant take it anymore..

ps*pls stay strong

finally?

2010-05-29T23:14:00.002+08:00

너 아니면 안돼..

3APRIL

2010-04-03T19:23:00.001+08:00

PARK JUNG MIN!!

생일축하합니다~~

roses

2010-02-06T00:07:00.004+08:00

roses are plain common and boring
because you gave it to me
i will love it

2010-01-01T16:25:00.000+08:00

Lee Sung Min!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
saranghae~

disgustin

2009-11-24T21:54:00.001+08:00

i dun like what i saw..
how am i suppose to like it??

will you?

2009-11-01T15:53:00.002+08:00

will you give me my 4As if i never touch anime again?no?
will you give me my 4As if i never touch manga again?no?

will you give me my 4As if i never touch adam again?no?
will you give me my 4As if i never touch suju again?no?
will you give me my 4AS if i never touch kyou again?no?
will you give me my 4As if i never smile again?no?

will you give me my 4AS if i sell you my soul?

my frens

2009-10-18T12:32:00.001+08:00

thanks for being my friend
i will use all my love to love you guys!!!!

new love

2009-09-25T19:39:00.002+08:00

just when i think the road is going nowhere
just when i almost gave up all my dreams
you take me by my hand
show me that i can
for
every breath its harder to believe

tell me

2009-08-28T23:32:00.000+08:00

hey you!!tell me you like me(cos i know i really do)
hey you!!tell me you love me(cos i know i still do)

breathe!! breathe!!

2009-08-01T22:48:00.001+08:00

onceagain.yatakinmybreathaway.again.

hate for you!!!!!

2009-07-17T22:04:00.001+08:00

are you tryin to kill me?

i hate you.i still hate you. i really do hate you.

2009-06-24T17:12:00.000+08:00

i hate you.

jealousy

2009-06-20T22:47:00.005+08:00

i knew it. this is jealousy.this is so stupid.wth.i dun like it.zi zao de huo gai can.but isnt this feelin a bit too strong?i cant bring myself to say saranghae anymore(haha this part is quite funny... but this bracket part spoils the mood for this post hor..oh well).

so ******** now.wth.totally not like me.see what youve made me become?

bb? no way suju!

2009-06-12T23:51:00.003+08:00

then its all about big bang.hah.then..lovin haru follow by lies.later its abt likin gdragon then top(freakin nice guy w scary look-worst than mine) then thinkin abt bb too often..suju leh?remains the best!!

and if you eva see this post.im gonna tell you.i hate the way you touch her.dun like it even abit even if it is freakin hot!understand me! yea.. like u even understand eng..anyway saranghae~always.my precious love.
(thanks to you see what i hav become..hahah!)

2009-06-03T20:04:00.003+08:00

receiving it the day before=i wanna be the first to wish you!!
receiving it around 12am=come on! man i gotta be the first to wish you!
receiving it in the morning=yea its today gotta wish you now
receiving it in the noon=oh yea..its today.. orh wish you now
receiving it in the evening=eh?? is today hor! k wish you now
receiving it in the night=shit i forgot is today..dang it. wish now
receiving it in the late night=ah!! omg still got time heng ahh..

no matter which category u fall in, thanks ppl!!

HAPPY BDAY JOJOTEH

i will spend the last few hours w suju
i only wanna spend it w suju
suju wait for me!!hahahah!

stupid bitch

2009-06-02T17:55:00.003+08:00

stop hurtin the frens around me you stupid bitch!! i will never forgive you.

!happy bday ah feng!

bad+good!!

2009-05-29T20:47:00.002+08:00

wa 100th post!!
w good n bad stuff to write i mean type abt...ive gotta say im impressed by u guys...hahaha! i seriously tink that it would be like?30% ahhaa! serious la how u noe i like fair guys!?ahahah i got say infront of u meh!!? anyway i tink is cos i irritate ppl too much w my stuff le hahaha!! yea.. aha i din tink that u will get the suju song correct..hmm cool huh..hahha!i love all of them... but like that one the most(now).. pretty glad..hahah quite happy lehhh hehehe!

on the other hand, what happen today!?did u(all) even noe that im sick? who were the ppl askin if im alright?? huh!!? though i thout it was quite ittitatin for them to kept askin.. but still..huh!!?! wth... we din even talkk today!!wth.. no one was concern abt anythin.. jus themselves...will refuse to talk to you. yes im talkin abt u.. dun act innocent le lah!! like wth..freakin loser..so much for a fren huh...i nv felt so %$$&(*)$@ made the wrong choice all along....it din feel right la..wth

then after all these rantin.. i realised that im actually expectin somethin frm you(all).dang it.how naive.

its you its all abt you

2009-05-16T17:06:00.002+08:00

how many days since the last post??huh again? this month is crazy..then im not sure what to write again..let me rant abit
then again i spam too much.

eyecandy=i like to look at your face
gf=stop protecting yourself, let me do the job
lover=wth you can only look at me
sweetheart=let me love you
wife=whatever anyone says, it doesnt matter to me

so deeply in love with you..
shit.
lets be together

with all 13?haha yea u get what i mean

gab house

2009-04-11T11:02:00.003+08:00

lessons learnt yesterday
1-sean is right
2-meet only w punctual people
3-never meet at 12 its too early
4-make sure someone stays near the place where you are meetin
5-always give wake up call to the people you are meetin
6-meet them 2 hrs b4 the actual time
7-always make sure that there is some anime shop nearby the place you are meetin
however,yesterday rawks!!!!mayb besides the photo taking part...
ppl involved-me leen karyn dan sean gab

on friday i finally believe that that i like him.then. you hav to demand him to like you 15 mins later.he said friends u idiot.*roll eyes.whateva.
on sat i took a photo of him.must be wondering y not w him rite.(sean he is a guy!!yes he is)set his pic as wallpaper.
today.he looks jus ok.maybe its time to believe that i do not like him anymore.pink hair weirdo.you can hav him.

and i thout i told you not to be too close to me?

then skip beat ended last friday n i din noe!!!!!!!!wth is this!???! back to anime-less state.. n im gonna buy a new tv later!!!!!(hopefully) and with my own money...zz.....my corrupted family....

2009-04-05T15:03:00.002+08:00

it all about fate!!FATE!!i totally saw you...hahaha!!
what happened durin ptm
teo, gl n tie were talkin.

me: tie do u hav any chem notes to lend me?my duty starts at 3 and its only 1.30 now
tie:shock
me:got??
tie:*look at teo n gl
tie:she wants more hw frm me!!?!?
teo:wow!! do u want some bio hw too??
me:huh..i nv bring anythin(doesnt make any sense..i wonder why >.<)
me:got or not??
gl:well then you can read gp lah
me:huh(save me tie!!!!)
tie:hahah ok u two talk while i go n handle HER!
me:thanks!!!

~end~

then its all about us n our mistakes

monster

2009-03-24T19:48:00.003+08:00

what is this?? monster is so hot!! what the hell is this la.. cannot la.. the lyrics is jus too hot to handle

going crazy because of this??/!!

DMC

2009-03-22T18:40:00.005+08:00

DetriotMetalCity~~
so good
*big BIG BIG smile
oh...n dear suju~~쏘리 쏘리
lets be frens
*smile

thanks sean n leen~~*wink wink

KHC!! do you have any idea how much i wanna be your friend?*roll eyes
hahah

another day

2009-03-20T20:07:00.003+08:00

detroit metalcity here i come~~~~~~~
im so gonna watch it lah!(maybe)
sci camp=good
csi part=great+rawks!!!hahah lucky teo not murderer.. but still he tried to kill tie what...yea..haha orelse im not gonna talk to him for 1 week hahaha!stupid bet!!
after that we went to watch comin soonnn wa thai horror jiu shi thai horror FREAKIN SCARY!!!leen yi zhi jiao haha!ta shi jia de~~haha leen rmb!?!?hahaha so funny la then we saw tie after the movie w her husband..haha they wanted to watch ''slamdog millionaire'' haha wth? then i watch suju video today~~yea yea suju again!!! but this time is abt them collectin tears!hahahha but still...then heechul throw his chopsticks at kangin!!! omg that scene is so goodd!! i rewatch that part for like so so so many times? abt 10 times ba..hahaaha yea that was really good.. after that he went out to laugh?!? haha anythin la! that made me wanna meet him in real life even MORE!! he will be such a good/interesting/funny fren lah!!! hahah first time writin so much after so long..wa~~totally slack for wed donated thur to gz n fri to wii hahahah!!! n suju got new album!!!!wu~~ sorry sorry~~hahahah nice leh!!! oppss n i forgot to post hahah!all thanks to suju!!!hahah

rejection

2009-03-11T18:12:00.005+08:00

today gotta be the best day of the week no.. maybe friday.. or sat hahah..im pretty xian now..xian!~~n i jus found the song i love so much omg~~ im bored so lets do this hahah!

28 rejection version!!

how will u reject someone??

leen-*roll eyes zou kai la!!

me-*give the deadly stare what??

dan-start w im sorry then give lots of reason then say im sorry again

ken-whats happenin??

yf-i got my dear dear already i wun leave him n i like him alot and i.......(goes on n on)

julia-ohh i see.. hmm.. erm.. i do not have any romantic feelings for you..(in perfect eng)

sand-oii sand is mine lah!! i will break your neck!!

olivia-huh?!?(v loud) sorry im saliva conscious(no link)

karyn-haiyo..dun wan la...

jac-sorry im taken

qt-i got gw already hor..later i ask his lan qiu frens to beat u up.. he is de lao da hor!!(hahah omg..so funny)

jess.t-i will date u if u can catch me(omg fast runner xia)

mich-(i got nth to say)

jess.v-huh i goin back to indo soon..

jolene-im frm shootin n in sch team average is 388(meanin i can shoot u!!accurately)

andrea-ohh i need to study...(haha this one is funny)

yc-erm..i got my love interest..she is in t2_..

sean-huh??orh..ya(he got z*l already)

matt-what?!?! oh i see...bla bla bla bla(then annoyed the girl hahaah)

gab-i need to ask my taichou first i shunpo there first

jon-im taken too

ben-bu ke yi lah..wo you ah feng le lah

cy-hmm..oh.i see...i dun tink it is possible between us(rejects v gentlemanly)

edmund-i need to discuss w my taichou first then i need to go for odac first ask them about this b4 i can ans u

russ-he will reject meh?????

the end~~feel free to tell me what u tink ant it..haha!

then a day

2009-03-07T21:18:00.003+08:00

happy bday tracce!!

i have always love you and will always love you!!!

today is a painful day..ouch my right foot hurts!!again..xian.. i bought 5 packs of potato chips!! wu~~yum yum hahhaa..
yea n while studyin bio today i realised that i got full marks for genetic(e only full marks) hahahah y leh?!?! i wonder lehh.. hahhaha!! who taught us that part?? heheh a darn good tcher lehh muahahahaa..
i shop for files today!! yea!!!!!!bought 1 blue 1 green n 1 silver one..wa~~the silver one rawks!!!yes freakin pretty!!n spent abt 1.5 hrs on shoppin for 3 files~~~hahaha yea.. like to go bookshop n shop for stuffs..i dunno y i jus like it!!!
on a much MUCH heavier note..my ct.gone case. whateva..
i so so love my classs!!!!

firm fruits believer

2009-02-26T17:25:00.002+08:00

i wanted to listen to the ''manly'' audio clips teo sent..my first reaction to this clip? WASAI!! wth la how m i suppose to follow?? then econs cant open it for nuts!!whateva la tmr econs sure fail one.. i dun understand a single thing taught by her la..whateva
im so sorry but your voice jus annoys me ive got no reason n no solution to that

funniest line heard today:im a firm fruits believer..
well i like fruits basket..

21 feb

2009-02-21T19:09:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARY ROSE KUA!!
~lets be friends foreva~

new timetable

2009-02-15T21:01:00.005+08:00

ha! if u thout that our timetable is bad, take a look at the new one! wth worst!! what the shit is this? havin 2 breaks tgt(not even cos got pe)??? wth.. and havin 2 breaks b4 pe?? what love us too much want us to stay in sch?? what kind of shit is this??what is good abt it huh?? that we end earliest at 2??huh??oh ya!! havin to see his face lesser for the week but more for the day huh..fine!! what shit is this la!! n spa hahaha!!bio spa is on wed!! the a lvl one!!they tink we too smart issit?? shift frm next thur to comin wed?? huh what huh!?!?freakin cool xia..huh!?!?!??!i am so in love w the new timetable!! so so in love..
*roll eyes
oh yea n dun tell me what happen between u 2 k i dun care! if u wanna do sth that i wun like then dun let me know i dun get it y let me know? keep me in the dark la!! i dun care n i dun wanna noe!! selfish beings

again

2009-02-13T20:48:00.006+08:00

losin all abilities to socialise

this is it

2009-02-03T19:28:00.009+08:00

ayumi-to be(emo xia) go listen n read my post
this is retribution
this is guilt
this is punishment
this is guilt
this is retribution
im sorry but
this is me

new fav tcher-mr teo!! its u lor!!!hahahah

cho phép nằm trong tình yêu(wait not w teo hor!!:)

busy weekend

2009-02-01T17:03:00.004+08:00

what a weekend!!its comin to an end.. sad leh.. i totally dun look forward goin back to sch lah..anyway..
fri-a mess
sat-wasted my mornin bought many stuff in afternoon went to watch chinggay(issit) at nite
hahaha i gotta say that jap guy performin is really cute!!heheh thanks to the grp of stupid i mean silly noisy girls in front of me many of the performers came this way hahah! especially that fire guy wu~~ cool!!
sun-yea hw day.. mum wanted me to go bai nian w her xiao!! my hw how?? i say no~~there goes all my extra angpao..xian
cant wait for that day to come!!
black.red.bottles.sagaseeds.kopi.grape.fox.hearts.letters.maybe flowers?hahah i bet no one will get me!!hahaha
dun be silly tracce even thouugh i hav a wife a yuan pei my pw grp my squad my family(sch) my hwc n many more frm anime..
YOU ARE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE!!hahhahhaha
lets go out soon~~

hacked!!

2009-01-28T19:46:00.002+08:00

freakin stupid i came online jus to do that stupid fa but our sch web is kenna hack!!!!! is like... but on the other hand im like yea~~jus to confirm not my com got problem i ask julia n ken to check heheh yea... hacked!!! hahhaha funny xia like who in the rite mind wanna hack a sch web?? must be a bio student hahaha!! i like the person more than mr teo now!!hahahah nice job!! hope it the problem is solved after sat then no chem test too!!!!hahah yea nice one hacker!! but a bit waste my time leh.. wth...

ahh....

2009-01-22T19:36:00.003+08:00

omg i dunno what i will do without ken hahahaha thanks ken!!! you are the best mary!!!hahahah yesterday ptm escape-fail!! kns la.. thanks to that tcher in orange(and u lah!!!) tsk tsk i mean we were at the bus-stop le leh!!anyway got free fruitjuice..k lor forgive u heheh
yea n today 171 u suck!! a while scold ppl a while smile.. u change your expression within 1 sec.. i mean wth u r not the u that i like le.. im so not gonna like u anymore..ohh i like my bio tcher!!!hahha today is the offical day that i like him!! he is so freakin nice!!!! so so ssoooooo much better than karyn's lover~(in many ways..)hahahah!!wu~~ he v nice!!!he calls leen jojo hahaha wth!! that my seatin position not me!!!hahaha ohh im likin bio~~although it is hard...
im pretty in love w my class!! i cant wait for tmr!!
im pretty in love w my pw group!! i cant wait for the next outin!!(found many pics of us while findin a pic for the wiki)
im pretty in love w my squad members!!hahah(omg they r all guys!!! cannot must find a girl soon then we can go for squad outin!!!!!haha erm.. qt insist that she is my bankai..hahah)
thanks to my gp tcher im online... walao.. then my mum thout i playin com. i mean i dun play com on thur nite!! is friday nite k!!friday!! since she dun believe me i shall play gai ta kan!! hahaha thats abt it..
oh n today's bio lesson made me realise that i miss my xpartner...awnnn partner!!!

postin

2009-01-17T23:12:00.003+08:00

it is 11.11 when i look at the time are u tinkin of me??
ahhhh b4 i even finish wong's email i shouted stupid shit dame irritatatin lah!!hahaa even b4 finish readin leh..hahaha walao the forum thing is gettin on my nerves!! n i havnet watch my anime leh!!wth n now so late le.. if i cannot watch it i will nv forgive him.. NEVER!!! ahahah btw i mention abt happiness in one of my post!! of proud of myself!!hahahaha

但愿有一个人在等我

但愿你在等我
一定会有一个人在等我
无条件拥抱著我的所有
请等等我
请你等等我
ohh freakin nice~~she-612 xin qiu v emo v nic!!

i dun accept betrayal
i will talk to you
but i will never forgive you
never

bein so so!

2009-01-13T20:51:00.002+08:00

TODAY'S SUSHI RAWKS!!!!!!!
SO FUN
SO MANY THINGS TO TELL
SO SO LOVE MY PW GROUP!!
SO FULL
so broke...hahahahah

FULL OF HAPINESS

2009-01-11T19:57:00.005+08:00

im so so full of happiness now~~hahahhaha im so so smilin thanks to suju!!!hahaha yea
yesterday went to nyp to pass emily stuff then she not there!!! ahh i travel frm my house to nyp leh!! that is freakin far lah!! anyway met shaun?? (issit?) anyway then went to amk hub n watch 7 pounds!! omg great show!!thats my first movie for the year!! hahaa watchin movie w 2 sean/shaun is weird one kept takin abt how he is goin to make 1 million n the other irritate me..hahah forcin me to say SHUT UP!!hahah
sand!!! i bought my earpiece!! is in green the colour is awesome!!! ahahha love it!! like how im lovin suju~~(duh suju is better but wait jorain!! anime is way WAY better hahah)
and after yesterday's conversation w qt i concluded that i cannot show my husband to her!!
hahahah we got the same taste for clothes anime (lucky not anime guys orelse i will totally fan lian!) and real guys!! ahhaahahha dangerous leh cannot show her hahaha!!
but u noe what after so long i only can sing the word iljiman and haengboguel hahah cos the song v fast leh!!!

OMG!!!!!! AFTER I SAW MY TIMETABLE!! EVEN HAPPINESS CANNOT MAKE ME HAPPY!!WTH LAH!!!

haengbogeul!!

2009-01-09T20:34:00.003+08:00

Happiness

Yaksokdwen shigani wassuhyo geudae ape issuhyo dooryuhwoome woolgo ijjiman
Noonmooreul dakkajoouhssuhyo geuddae nae sonjabajjyo iruhnalguhya
Hamkke haejoon geudae ege haengbogeul!!
Noongamgo geudael geuryuhyo mamsok geudael chajajjyo nareul balkhyuhjooneun bichi boyuh yuhngwuhnhan
Haengbogeul nohchil soon uhbjyo geudae na boinayo nareul boolluhjwuhyo geudaegyuhte
Isseulgguhya nuhreul saranghae hamkkehaeyo geudaewa yuhngwuhnhee

cannot lah no naruto again~~

please teach me how to stop this obsession
ok get it rite this is not the first time im obsess w real guys but this IS the first time im obsess w so many real guyss hahahahah!!(ok sounds abit wrong ahah)
saw many friends today~~heheh feel like goin back to sch!! ahhh then tie sent this e-mail:2t28! is like awnnn 2t28 le leh ahahha like haiyo old liao hahaha!! anyway ~~ this will be a great year!! i can tell jus by how much im lovin suju~~ ahhahaha oh n i came to this conculsion that ppl must invent this dreaming machine so that we can create our own dreams!!! yea jorain? so that when allen kills that bitch she will die!!!! n i can hav proper dreams abt suju n anime~~ n not sth THAT weird!!!!hahaa im really really happy!!! hope this happiness will last until the end of year~~~superjunior-OR!!!!ahhahahahah

happinesss

2009-01-08T22:20:00.003+08:00

haha i found new love~~ hahaha n the song suju-happiness is freakin cute~~~~ hahah cute!! this song is so happy that you will jus smile!!! jus like that!! hahahah ive been smilin to myself for quite some time now..but so sad i cannot find the song lehh only can find live one haiyo.. so cute!! ahh

''in my eyes you are the only one i see~ the time has come for us to meet~you are standing infront of me cryin w nervousness~then i will dry your tears and hold your hands~can your see me?~i will stay here~ lets be together, with you forevaaa~'' hahah so cute!!!!!
i hav 2 regrets in my life(until now la)
1)not understandin jap
2)not understandin korean
hahahah yea!!

3 dreams

2009-01-06T16:42:00.005+08:00

ahh!! i wasnt feelin anythin!! nth at all!! i mean i was a little moody cos ya!! omg after i listen to suju-roguge i went high!!! really high n im high now hahaha din even need to finish the whole song to be high!! ahhaha see the power of suju hahaha if u r feelin moody or sad or what jus listen to this!!! ahhaha but dun listen to this while u r doin work cos u will totally get distracted lor!! the song is jus too cute!!! ahahha n watch the mv!! really rawks!! ahhaahah yea.. had this dream yesterday..emm not 1 dream but 3 of them!! involvin different ppl n place n all of them are jus too random to begin with.. ahhaah

Dream 1
im goin to my sis house(i dunno y dun ask) then im in the lift w this angmoh. n this fat black lady came in.. n the lift jus falls apart.. like into 2 lah!! then the lady ask me if she can continue to take w us i mean wth?? no lah!! but then the funny thing here is that the lift is still working.. oh well thats abt it

Dream 2
haha qt!!!! u wanna guess what i dreamt abt?? hahah no..not naruto not bleach not junki ahahha abt suju leh!!!!!! suju lehhh!! hahahah. im in a silver car w suju menbers!! aahah but not fan n idol kind more like friends kind becos we are drivin to get refill for the sweet-impact. i noe they dun sell refill for that.. dun ask me y.. maybe they do sell that in korea..??haha but the funny thing is that they are speakin in jap haha maybe they went to learnt it?? haha oh.. i went there with kangin shindong and sumgmin/donghae/heechul(i cant rmb the last face) n the shopkeeper is siwon?? i mean wth?? out of 13 i only dun like 2 n that 2 appear in my dream?? nice one lor.. anyway i got the blackcurrant refill.. but i saw coconut flavour refill n coffee flavour refill.. i noe coffee flavour is ok but coconut flavour?? anyway ya.. then when we were abt to pay, siwon the shokeeper ask if we are ninjas.(ok maybe a bit of naruto content) i was like huh?? we r jus buyin stuff not even wearin black or coverin our faces lah!! he said sth like''____ ninja desu ka?'' then kangin was like ''ahhh iye...(no)''[no doubt they are speakin in jap!!hahah] then that stupid shopkeeper went ''honto?'' shindong nodded his head. still being v me in my dreams, i rolled my eyes ahahah!!(that only increase the hate i have for you siwon, askin stupid questions..) then when we were abt to leave this huge HUGE centipede appear. then siwon say its a cockroach.) how stupid can he be?? then shindong added that that cockroach is really dangerous..ok i believed the dangerous part maybe cos its in sliver n green?? anyway that whateva was crawlin around and erm i woke up..

i look at the my hp wth its 4.17am?? like duh i went back to sleep

Dream 3
this is abt lulu becomin a vampire.. i noe its random v random..the setting?? my pri sch.. wth?k lulu go bitten by a vam i guess.. she said that she will become a vampire soon but if someone bite her then she will become normal..somehow i offered to bite her..(wth?? i totally rather she become a vam than me bitin her lah!! wth..) anyway i say i will do it then she was like no!!! i want sasuke to do it.. (oh ya there is really naruto content inside yea??) fine she can wait for as long as she wants.. then jia le came.. random leh then she say she will become a vam soon bein nice n kind i ask her if she wants me to bite her as well..(i got no idea wth im doin in the dream) wa luckily she say no need some one bite her liao..

i woke up at 11am nice one! i had 12 hours of DIScontinuous sleep.. yea.. ahhah but the suju dream is really funny!!! haha it took me some time to realised that i had that dream..hahaha but haiyo i want it to be leeteuk eunhyuk donghae sungmin maybe ryeo wook...xiann must be the 2 i dun like one...oh well
oh ya n the first thing i thout of after i rmb this dream is ''eh they speak jap meh?''(ps they are korean boyband)

ehb

2009-01-04T20:02:00.004+08:00

i cant believe im watchin suju E.H.B all over again....arrrrrrr ive watch it 2 times already!!! this will be the third time im watchin it... ahhh!!! this is what happens when im too obsess with something..im sorry!!!

suju rawks!!
(now its 12+ n the only reason im goin to bed is cos my head is achin.. haiyo sleepin is a waste of time.. no i love to sleep!! it is a waste of time only when im sj-in ahhaha)

pics n more pics

2009-01-02T19:55:00.007+08:00

i jus found out the title of the song that i will always like~~~shinwa-perfect man

Husband Kyou

Fiance Ichijou

First love Allen

Boyfriend Kakashi

Lover Gaara

Childhood Sweetheart Kaoru

Dearest L

Date Ren

Beloved Hei

told you i got a thing for fair guys..haha(eh the song title n this post a bit the match hor??hahaha)

anime besta!!

2009-01-02T18:53:00.002+08:00

friday nite without naruto n bleach is not a friday nite!!!!!!mans.. how come i din noe they stop for 1 week... xiann im so bored lahhhh haiz.. and jorain!! although im v much in love w jungsu-shi but anime is still the bestt!! i still love them more~~~hahahah wayyyyyyyyyyyyy more hahahah i mean no matter which angle u look at.. anime guys are always cuter.. way way way cuter yea?? n jusgsu-shi's bday is on 1 july!!!(but i dun tink i will still like him.. i mean 1 july is like half a year away???) haiyo n leen-chan sorry cannot make it today.. anyway wish u happy baday first..HAPPY BDAY!!

2 post in a day

2009-01-01T20:44:00.002+08:00

i dun get my mum like she is so random!!( now i noe where i get all my randomness frm) she insist that im on a diet when the last thing i would do is to go on a diet!! i mean come on food is the best thing on earth!!(ok maybe anime/manga is) but still like diet?? i rather die then not eat.. then comes the funny thing. my mum had her first bf at the age of 14 and she dun allow me to hav a bf at 17?? is like hello? look who is talkin??she said: you nan peng you zou me du shu yao jing!! im like thinkin pls lah.. i dun like guys lor (i mean i prefer anime ones) n this uncle of mine called. he wanted to talk to my mum(not in) but ended up tallkin to me..then he ask
'' you mei you nan peng you?''( i mean whats up w me havin a bf?? jac is the one havin not me!! stop askin me!!)
''mei you lah''
''zhen de ma''
''zhen de lah''
''ni zhang dao zhe ge yang zi mei you meh?''( im not sure if thats a compliment or what insult??)
''mei you lah..''
''then ni kao wan a lvl yao zou me''
''shang da xue''
''shang bu liao leh??''
i din wanna ans.. i mean what kind of question is this??
''haha..then wan dan lor''
''bu hui lah ni na me cong ming bu hui lah ni liang ge jie jie dou shi da xue shen leh''
yea.. they smart doesnt mean i am lah..
and jungsu-shi said that he wants a pretty bride so he can hav pretty children..haiyo..jungsu-shi!!

bein real

2009-01-01T15:51:00.004+08:00

qt!! do u hav any idea how i reacted when i realise that junki smokesssssssssssssssss!!! wth wth!! ahhh!! n do u noe how much im in love w suju?? omg so many ppl i like!! n that yesung guy looks like junki lehhhh..ahhhh ohh n i like like.. love so so many of themmmm.. i dun like kangin n siwon only lor hahah i love the rest ahaha!!but i like jungsu the most!! yea jungsu-shi?? hhaa im goin crazy as usual...haha but this time they r real ppl at least!! so people dun complain!! hahahahhaha

bein fair

2008-12-30T15:53:00.004+08:00

u noe what ppl?? i jus realised that i got a thing for fair guys...mans.. yea jungsu-shi??

stuffs that i always saaaaaaaaaaaay

2008-12-25T17:22:00.002+08:00

T28 VERSION
whats the word/phrase i always say to u? check it out!!(if there is- words in caps)

sand
she will irritate me first then i will say ''WO YAO LI HUN!!''
and
gotta be whats the next period
dan
i dun really talk to her
qt
eh..the word that appears most often in our conversation..gotta be ANIME!! hahahah yea?
jac
SHHH....(cos she is always so noisy)
karyn
HANO!! OFCOURSE LAH( tryin to imitate/irritate her)
jolene
LOSER (maybe cos she is one??hahaha)
ken
MARY!!!!( ahah ai jus gave him the name)
gabby
he will say my bad my bad n i will reply ''FEI HUA''
edmund
VICEE
sean
he will say some stupid stuff n i will scream "SHUT UPP''
leen
THE CHOPPER THING STAYS IN MAWAI
yf
i dun talk much to her
mich
hello?
jess.t
im not sure
jess.v
D.K (jolene issit??hahah)
russ
i dun talk much to him
ben
DGM
cy
i dun talk much to him
yc
dunno.. maybe mahjong?
jon
LETS PLAY BRIDGE
gw
if any it would be in chinese
tharsh
we dun talk much
julia
we dun talk much
olivia
she does all the talkin hahah
matt
I DUN LIKE U/SHUT UP (i cant decide which one)

~~thats all~~

wii

2008-12-19T23:26:00.002+08:00

somehow we got a wii.. yes there is a wii in my house now..but guess who is the one in my family who is really REALLY addicted to it... MY MUM!! yea.. she almost went crazy while playin tennis ahhahaah she will scream everytime she misses the ball.. yes the situation is worst than jac touchin the ball in a game hahaha n she will jump all over the place lah..hahah we din expect that!! haha btw she is playin golf now ahah w my bro.. my dad simply jus gave up on his golf..haha n me?? i cant play sports for nutss ahahha yes.. wo mei you tian fen!! but my mum is diff.. she is foreva gettin par for golf=really good and beat us all in bowlin ahhaha wonder how come she so good huh... weird thing is no one likes boxin..i mean come on!! thats the best lah!! im so gonna get a naruto wii game or bleach one( qt u should get 1 too!!!hahaha) n for jolene.. she can get erm..maybe some drama game?? like what..winter in autumn issit?? haha then the game is abt goin around cryin and dyin?? haha is that even a game?? hahahaa cant wait for bbq!!!

family treeee

2008-12-17T20:14:00.004+08:00

i recently learnt the art of screenshot frm jorain muhahah n this is what i gottt hehehe sorry dude!! haha ohh i wanted to do this for a vvvv long time le so im doin it now since immm freeee!!

wife-sand
daughter-jess.t
wife's lover-jac
wife n lover son-qt
maid 1/grandpa-jess.v
maid 2/grandma-jolene

yuan pei(first wife)-karyn
leen chan-eileen teo(ah teo!)

vice taichou-edmund
3rd seat-sean
10th seat/gabby-gabriel
mary the cleaner-kenneth

husband-kyou
fiance-ichijou
first love-allen
boyfriend-kakashi
lover-gaara
childhood sweetheart-kaoru
dearest-L
date-ren
beloved-hei

dad-byakuya
aunty-rukia
aunty's husband-ichigo

yea thats all i can rmb now.. hhahahah CHILL PPL!!!hahah

i knew it

2008-12-17T12:31:00.007+08:00

me n qt

haha guess who?

guess again? haha

other than this i found the noah song.. bet qt sent it heheh yea v nice.. was tryin to find sa paper ken sent but yea. i found these instead hahah will upload more pic.. both ocip n mawai one..yea

purely emoin

2008-12-10T16:13:00.004+08:00

i swear i was emoin jus now.. jus sent out stuff that i usually dun.. i mean i nv did hahhaha well if u received it good for u lah!! hahah omg ahh!!! emoin so much jus now.. ALL THANKS TO GZ HUH!!!stupid.. wo xiang kai le.. da bu liao quit lor..stupid you..ohh well i thout i could face this alone haha but i dun tink so.. its less painful to face it together..yea?? ya.. listenin to sodagreen zhang shi shi kong.. yea.. hahah yea.. yesterday...went to yc concert erm gig (matt explained the diff between gig n concert but is like.. huh???hahha) yea..erm.. the concert..gig erm.. yea..haha i like the intro though hehe after that went to sushi tei to eatt erm.. yea spent like $100+!! hahahyea thanks to yc we paid $10 each heheh.(we=sand, matt sean ME!!) n i found out that i got str* bus hm frm there!! yea.. we wanted to go prata house but yea.. CLOSE LAH!! nice one..im feelin so so so much better now.. kns.. i thout only promos can affect me that much..haiyo..i relly really think that im havin a fever now.. mild one?? i dunno.. this feelin is complicated hahahah

dai wo zou
li kai zhe zhong deng hou
li kai le sou you de sou you
rang wen rou cong ci bu hui shou hou
rang xiao rong cong ci zhi shu yu wo
rang zi you cong ci pan xuan du zou

**WAAA so niceeeeeeee hahah

nice NICE

2008-12-07T22:13:00.007+08:00

omg im lovin my blogskin thanks to sand really sand im lovin it hahah!! but sand the tagborad.. hahah yea.. i should really learn how to control my mouth hor..n my blog.. its takin freakin long again to upload pic.. i cant take it anymore!!!! i really dun believe the problem lies in the connection cos it din need to buffer as long as yours lor i guess the pic is jus too big.. thats y need v long too.. yea must be.. oh n i realised that for many many MANY posts ive been really really REALLY emo.. haiyo many things happened.. good n bad stuffs.. (im only loadin 1 pic n its takin freakin long)n i havent touch any of my hw yet.. i dun believe this.. im usually the first one to finish all the sch hw one lor..ok ya!!! qt u noe what.. on sat i wanted to call you so much!!(for some unknown reason) but then u r in JAPAN!! xiann..the birth country of my husband??n bf n lover n....so many many more?? hahaha i goin crazy cos i cannot upload the pic.. its takin freakin long... xiann hmm pretty long post huh..its abt time u update your blog le lah jac..its dead!!!!!!
so let me summarise what happened so far-

went to India- omg freakin fun!!!n lazhu gotta be the coolest teacher lah!yea si pian tai?? haha
went to mawai- omg freakin like hell pls dun go there it sucks!!
watch darker than black- hei is freakin cool yin is freakin pretty!!
read venus capriccio- gotta be one of the best manga!! akira n takami so prettyy

k time to explain my blog frm lefthand side clockwise we have-kyou(hubby!!), akira(u look really hot here), takami(PRETTY!!), hei(lookin cool), yin(sure u r pretty), allen (i dun believe u r still one of the ppl in my blog), kakashi( omg pls dun die..)

SANDRA ROCKS MY SOCKS!

2008-12-07T17:12:00.000+08:00

HELLO THIS IS SAND I AM REVIVING JOJO'S IN A COMA BLOG! :) YES YES, SHE LOVES HER NEW BLOGSKIN (OF COURSE, CAUSE IT'S MADE BY ME!) YAY OK BYE!

leavin us

2008-11-28T14:26:00.000+08:00

what kind of shit is that? i was holdin your hand the whole time durin the beach trip(supermarket one too) what u feel left out? what extra? what rubbish is that? why should you even listen to some crappy person sayin crappy stuff?? wun take crap from you anymore. things jus got too complicated to be blog about.

let me think about us.

that girl

2008-11-16T20:48:00.000+08:00

once there was this little girl. she said this to me'' you are one pathetic soul''. i thought she was talking to herself therefore i ignored her. she turned around and look at me. she repeated it '' you are one pathetic soul''. i looked around before asking her '' are you talking to me?''. she looked away ''is there a third person here, pathetic soul''. i got no idea what is she talking about. i decided to ignore her again. there was this uncomfortable pause. ''which word do you not get it?'' she yelled at me. ''if this is some kind of joke it is not funny''. im losing it. ''what if this is not a joke?''. i walked away. ''it is kind of cool to remove it''. i do not get her. '' then what will you do?''. i realize something. i stopped walking. i turned around and saw her walking away with her mother. at least that women looked old enough to be her mother. she turned her head and said.

''Arnt you?''

2008-11-15T13:29:00.000+08:00

im freakin jealous now!!!!

jigoku shoujo mitsuganae rawks!!

omg i finish bleachin!!!!!

so proud of myself!!ahahah

jus like today

2008-11-14T17:40:00.000+08:00

today sucks...this week sucks totally!! started the day w gz ohh nice one!! i was so bad lah!!!!! cant even play the first line properly..great im so so dead lucky the tcher not there.. heng ahh!! i din noe my sl nice one..yea.. anyway i hate gz not because of what.. most likely cos i cant play for nuts..ok fine i slack too much le kk!! this a freakin slack cca hah good choice jojo! pls lor i only join gz cos of nyaa.. or else i'll be in interact enjoyin all the slackness w sand now!! haizz.. wu!~!~ sand is online hahaha i din noe hahah.. cos u r under frens then i usually dun check frens one hahah anyway..

ya then theres this ocip meetin!!! like yes can skip gz yes yes yes!!! but then.. somehow we waited for like 1hour+?? i wonder y!!?!? wastin t28's time hor.. happy lah!?!?! plus that do u tink it is really necessary for us to meet!??! hahah nice one.. then they talked abt sth.. we talked abt sth.. n one of the tcher mention sth abt the lock jaw..walao that is freakin scary lah..

then karyn needs to do some shoppin!! w chonlun.. bein nice i accompany karyn lor.. we went subway to eat..pls i din wanna go there.. then after that things got nasty n like whateva k i dun wish to elaborate any further.. yes i am selfish so? u r not!?? (maybe im actin like that cos my eyes r really dry n the feelin sucks..stupid lens plus that 12 bags of sweets n that 5*100 A4 paper isnt that light..be happy k) i dun take this kind of shit frm u k!! loser 167

yea reached hm n went to onemanga.. nice one!! no naruto no DGM!! great this week is so so screwed i dun tink this week can get any worst cant wait to go India n torture myself oh ya!!! no more SIA great..wth life is unfair like freakin unfair?!?! ohh n i break my spects..its broken.. i broke it hahhaha wth can u tell what im tryin to do??

Thursday is like the best day of this rotten weeeeeeeek!!!!!hehe

red white linkin u

2008-11-11T23:11:00.001+08:00

i thout that sun sucks!! but no.. mon sucks even more!!!!!!
no.1 i step on paint red paint!!
no.2 w a white slipper
no.3 that slipper cost me $20
no.4 I BOUGHT THAT FREAKIN WHITE SLIPPER LIKE 2 DAYS AGO!!?!?!?!?

stupid paint stupid slipper stupid me
the CUTEST line ever heard on that day do u tink it is really necessary for us to meet?
nice one i tell u,, u like that rite!! now..its payback time dude.

somethin happier happen today..erm..hah nth else.. only that ive decided to like u.. like really likin u.. in the past i thout u jus look cool n stuff but frm today onwards!!! im gonna so like u hahahah it is really cool to be like by me lor.. be happy!!!

thank you OCIP!

2008-11-09T21:04:00.000+08:00

thanks to ocip this comin week is so so screwed..startin w e fund-raisin stuff.. i got lost yea whateva, lost. it was rainin?? i hate that feelin.. no wonder u hated it too (hehe) then we were sellinsuffs.. anyway after everythin i tried to eat the tuna bread a-me-ru(im not sure of the spellin..) give..TRIED REALLY HARD TO FINISH IT LAH!! thanks to the loser hole in my mouth..oh 2 loser holes leh.. whateva lah huh.(ok its ulcer) it hurts so much!!! ya we saw matt.. k back to that loser hole.. i cant eat anythin!!!! thanks man!!! then what i got my hair cut.. that auntie almost give me a fringe lah!! walao scare me.. tink i nv wear spects cannot see good to bully issit!!!! then imwatchin bleach n talkin to qt n then karyn sendin me photos!?!? multi-taskin xia.. btw as u can see life is freakin unfair!!!!!!
sand abt that single question: i will insist that im single while havin many many relationships hahah so me rite!!!
haizz as usual blog takes so much time to upload my pics.. xian it will be on friendster!!! all the lovely picss hehe
http://profiles.friendster.com/16626529

his death

2008-11-07T22:16:00.000+08:00

after readin naruto there are 2 different feelings

feelin 1
kakashi.. KAKASHI!!
my heart is bleedin.. its freakin pain to see u like that.. cant u jus like dun die.. readin naruto is a pain for me now..stupid artist make me feel so arr!! i mean lookin at u covered in blood n u cant even move at all.. then tryin to save chouji (wth no one cares if chouji dies lah!! ppl like me will be dame sad if u die lor!!!) although u suck most of the time.. i still dun want u to die u noe.. pls promise me that u wun die k.. i dun tink i will be able to take it u noe..

feelin 2
walao stupid artist draw so little of kakashi then make him goin to die cannot die.. i bet the artist dunno if she should let kakashi die or not.. stupid lah wanna die let him die lah!! walao!! see him struggle like that my heart v pain one leh.

you said: you should have more faith in your friends!!

u are not losin it

2008-11-01T22:58:00.000+08:00

NO no u cant die n u cannot lose your sharingan!!! y ppl keep on tellin me that u will lose it!! no cannot!! u cant choose this again!! no cannot!! ting dao le mei you!!! must stand up n kill pain!! at least like injure him or something!? k lahh most impt thing is u must STAY ALIVE!!! if you no more sharingan then it wun be so you already what..(well better than a dead you though) haiyo y the artist so what one.. kill so many ppl already now still want to kill you.. stupid artist!!! dun die k!! dun lose your sharingan k..

OMG PAIN U SUCK LAH!

dun u dare die

2008-10-31T17:34:00.000+08:00

i warn u u cannot die!! is this understood!?!? cannot!!! cannot!!! u cannot choose!!!!! dun u dare die without my permission!! haiyo k lah k lah dun die k i promise if u dun die i will like u even more k!! i will try my best not to like anyone else for as long as possible k!! pls dun die..i will scream lor..
dun k cos i will be really really REALLY sad

cant believe it

2008-10-30T23:56:00.000+08:00

i totally cant believe it i blog again jus to say u suck?? omg u totally suck u are such an arrs can omg!! what kind of shit is this !? what kind of attitude is this?!?!so what u tink abt it huh?! its pretty stupid huh!! u tink this is cool??!sweet!?! neat!??! u are so freakin bless u whore!!( ok whore is not the rite word if it is a guy but WHATEVA) u hav such an arrsface u noe. crap that nonsense k. like what did u say!?!? like what!?!? omg i dun believe this!! what is this!??! i dun take crap frm u k!!! im not bleachin, not doin op, not doin INR, not even starin at my eyecandy but tryin to scream at u!??! wth i really dun take this kind of shit k. so u still tink u r rite!?? i really dun believe this.

i blog again jus to say u suck!

im healin

2008-10-20T20:01:00.000+08:00

im healin myself w bleach dun tink its workin anymore..
would u rather cry because u cannot promote or cry everyday because u r in a sch u hate?
i wun blog until im healed i guess
cant wait for tmr like really!

i wanna see how i will die
i wanna see how will u react
i wanna see your smile again

i wanna see all this pain
i wanna see that pass

i dun tink will cry
i dun tink i deserve this
i dun tink i will smile like the same again
i dun tink the sufferin is endin
i dun tink i can endure this pain any longer

im tired
let me rest
let me go
im sorry
i really am

y arnt u talkin to me anymore?
hold my hand and lets run away
run away with me
will you?

Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along
Who's gonna comfort me, and keep me strong

Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don't give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong

dui bu qi

2008-10-17T18:31:00.000+08:00

today went watch movie after sch house bunny? bunny housee? whateva it is erm.. decided after sch only hahah then we exercise for like 10++mins b4 reachin the actual place.. movie started 10++ liao haha then rush in the watch the show.. v tired hahah feel like sleepin durin the movie..
im freakin scared whateva u say, i am.
so shut up n listen

duo guo le na mei jiu
xin hai zai zou tong
xiang dao na shi hou
guo le shi er dian hai bu neng zuo
wo zong shi fang kong
ye bu xiang wan liu
zhi xiang xin yao jia you
jiu neng kan de dao cai hong

dan gao bu dong
hui ze me bu dong
bu shi shou le hui hen shou
dan si hu xing xin kuai yao mei you
zhi dao lan lei wang xia lui
zhi dao yan lei lei le bu zai wang xia lui

dui bu qi si hu bu gou
shou sheng dui bu qi si hu bu guo chen shou
wo yi jing bu zhi gai ze me zou
shi fou gai tui xia ying mu de shi hou

dui bu qi zhe hai bu guo
wo bu dui shi wo de cuo
shi zi ji bu gou cong ming mei you yong
shi zi ji nuo rou bu qiang qiu

dui bu qi shi wo de cuo
shi zi ji bu guo cong ming mei you yong
yi jing nu li zhe hai bu gou
wo bu yao lan lei ye bu xiang lui

sou yi
dui bu qi bu gou cong ming shi wo de cuo
dui bu qi shi wo de cou bu guo cong ming shi wo de cuo

xie xie ni yi zhe pei wo
xie xie ni mei fang qi guo
dan shi jian ye bu cen wan liu
xie xie ne
dan
wo xiang zou

deadline

2008-10-16T19:41:00.000+08:00

i tink this sucks cos i cant upload pics at all this is stupid!!!

that stupid suan us like!! wa!? not even his lesson lor old man
whats the problem w u!??! find what other talents? right. red nose guy!

whateva! i went sch today.. erm anyway
so sacred cannot promote. i dun tink i can take it. i wun smile like b4 one. i noe lor is like a scar!? haiz stupid me.

tuesday is the deadline are you ready?!

thank you!!!!!!
i wun say what issit or who issit but thanks.

2008-10-15T12:22:00.000+08:00

sorry as usual i cant upload the pic for some reason if u want any pics ask me e-mail u ba

stupid like shit

2008-10-15T12:05:00.001+08:00

u wanna noe how sick i m?!

-all i can eat is plain water(well u cant eat water lah) plain white bread and medicine
-im losin all my taste buds..
-i have to wake up more than once middle of the nite jus to drink water(cos lips are really dry)
-cant drink alot cos if not will vomit (well feel like vomitin)
- i must force myself to perspire (cos thats what u do when u r havin fever)
-i will stink like shit n the next day i will hav to bathe super fast so that i wun catch a cold(im already havin one)
-then whats the worst!? I CANT EAT WHATEVA I LIKE?!? thats worst then hell lah..
-n i cant eat too much cos will vomit
-yesterday no today i woke up at 1am jus to vomit out water (omg gross)(so sand call this vomitin)
-woke up at 4am to eat medicine cos the fever went really bad.. dun dare to take temp
-woke up at 11( oh no need go sch liao)
-im thinkin of goin to doc take mc or what cos i still got medicine what
-this stupid illness cost me $56 le ok

well it wouldnt be that bad if it lasted for like 2-3 days..
it lasted for like 5 DAYS!?
WTH...
this is a joke
im am a joke

fever.. AGAIN!

2008-10-14T10:46:00.000+08:00

I DUN BELIEVE THIS!!
yesterday nite was ok temp was like 37.2 im like yes tmr can play properly without fever and eat alot of good stuff... but then when i woke up!!! wth!?!?? temp went up to 38.3!! wth!??! now im back to the stupid ''diet'' i cant eat alot of stuff... ahh!!! this is so stupid!!! my breakfast is suppose to be lor mee one lor!!! now become plain water n plain bread n medicine... kns lah!!! my lor mee.... do u noe!! ive been eatin 6 diff kinds of medicine since friday 6 leh!! 1 go eat 6 leh!!! all pill kind lah!! stupid lah drink water also full liao lor plus got sore throat ba.. u can feel the pill ''flowin down'' it hurts hor!!!

i tink cos i eat too much le then lao tian ye is tryin to make me eat less.. xian...
walao then tie e-mail me askin me to hand in my inr like.. how to!??! i e-mail here she also cannot open.. go sch n give to her meh!??! xian..

haha karyn dun worry im comin back! erm soon depends on tonite haah..
my mc ends today lor..xian

只是你迟到一千年
其實不需要
接近直觉
溺死诡譎
最熟最烂你的脸

fever

2008-10-13T11:17:00.000+08:00

ok i said im gonna sleep for 2 str8 days after exams but NOT IN THIS MANNER mans.. im sick yea gonna ask me how come still online rite cos im doin inr lor i v guai one hor i wonder what i missed in sch
my temp went up to 39.0 on sun nite went down to 38.5 this mornin yea rite now i gotta see that stupid doc of mine to get more medicine.. xian..sleep sleep.. wa so xian until i dun wanna sleep lah what good rest walao..my neck is breakin le lor
omg yc house is cursed lah! after i went hm on fri i got a fever lah!!!! walao!! haiyo next time dun go his house liao haaha

你知道就算大雨让整座城市颠倒
我会给你怀抱
受不了

ohh its rainin now leh haha

OMG i jus finish watchin naruto!!! omg!! hidan is one crazy guy!!!!! he is so scary lah!!
all the cute guys all die le..
deidara
sasori
itachi(omg)(i still cannot believe it)
now kakashi is fighting w pein lah if he dies ah! the artist will get it frm me!

its better now

2008-10-08T19:46:00.000+08:00

thanks for makin this period less painful.
sodagreen.

2008-10-05T12:23:00.000+08:00

曾经失去很多多到放弃自我

我会永远相信开始掉下的泪
你和我的世界痛褪去更清晰

我会永远相信不完美的完美
不管什麽世界距离不是距离

never

2008-10-03T18:43:00.000+08:00

i dun tink i can smile like the way i used to. goodbye.

what a song

2008-10-02T09:58:00.000+08:00

omg hahah wu zun is tone-deaf!! hahah wth he cant even sing 2 words properly 'ming bai' haha omg loser!!! qt your lover cant sing for nuts!! hahah

nightmares comin

我不会爱你的爱受伤害
你不会爱我的爱我明白
所以(我)宁愿安静的等待.. such a nice song

bein tired i listen to music
bein lazy i sleep
bein in love w u... haha i look at your pics n listen to your songs
(i guess qf is still cute)

song

2008-09-28T12:17:00.000+08:00

我需要你的愛来抚摸我的回忆 he jiao cha guo hou de shuang shou ( i will find the chinese words the next time! haha)

sleepin

2008-09-27T21:35:00.000+08:00

my blog is pretty updated.. yea?!
anyway i need to sleep!! ive been sleepin 6 hours daily n i dun tink thats enough haizz.. plus i tink my fear of not promotin jus turned into pleasure of pain( i dun really get this line either) anyway i dun tink i like qf that much anymore.. he cant keep me awake anymore!! his songs are like.. yea okok (dun make me feel high anymore)(ok lah not that high) haha oh well
ive been dreamin alot lately. like every nite??! haha even when its a 1 hour nap.. great! im not sleepin enough n not sleepin well haizz..

omg!! i said love you to yf!!! omg thats kinda gross PLUS i dun say i love you easily cos i tink that sayin love you means i really do(most of the time) !! like that there is a responsibility to it!!!!omg i said that to her leh.. i dun believe this!!! karyn!!!! walao.. im disgusted lah!!!! walao!!!!! is worst than kissin jiro can!!!!! walao.. arr!!!!!!!

stupid stuffs

2008-09-22T21:45:00.000+08:00

im tired of all this crap.
what im gonna do after exams?
SLEEP FOR 2 DAYS STRAIGHT!!

n get off my bed lah!!! not even qf can lie on it lor!

what kind of dream is that!?

2008-09-21T14:40:00.000+08:00

i did like nth yesterday!??! im amazed.. ahh!!! how can that be!??! i went to temple in the mornin then see doctor AGAIN for my stupid headache.. darn! went to sleep early. had alot of stupid dreams=did not sleep properly haiz... woke up at 11.00++ jus finish packin my messy table haiz..vv tired now haiz... n sleepy hahah!

i dreamt abt jac goin aussie to study cos she cannot take the stress here.. im like wow.. n qt said sth like i dun care. hahah i bet she will miss her like crazy one lor.. haha then somehow im in bus w sand. haha then sand ask me to sit properly. as usual i roll my eyes ahahah.. then dunno how im in my room with ella n wang dong chen n alot of random ppl . s.h.e ella n fei un hai wong dong chen. whats the worst thing!?!? ella was the director for her latest mv. then (i pause for v long cos i duno how to write it down)

ok whateva. i really dunno how to write....erm.. is like we are shootin then erm OKOK!! the main pt is that i kiss him k!!(lip to lip kind) plus he is like on my bed!!! lasted v long leh!!! cos ella refuse to say cut..wth!?!? for the first few times i cant force myself to do it. like duh its freakin gross!!!!!
then the final one was like he force my head down w his hand!?!? omg!!!!!! its dame gross lah!! i wanna puke!!! plus i nv like him u noe!?!? i mean i nv tink that he is cute. i like yan ya lun better. plus im in love w qf what!! walao...i feel so sick now...

then i wake up thinkin its real!!!! im disgusted lah!! what the shit! then i keep on cleaning my mouth n went out to brush my teeth immediately lah!! omg so gross!!! GROSS! then im like: how come not qf not alex not even my darlin anime leh!!! is him lehh wth!?!?! walao... hahah like betray qf like that leh haha!!! anyway.. im glad its not real.what the shit!!!!!!!!!! freakin gross!!!!! ahhhhh!!! that dream is freakin gross lah!!! stupid dream..

QF!! IM SORRY..hahahahhahahahahhahahah
i really am..

(ppl dun laugh at me. the dream is gross..)(i decided to write it down cos i tink its quite funny though)

i din noe that

2008-09-20T00:40:00.001+08:00

OMGOMG!! i din noe you so smart!!! omg!!! you are freakin smart!!! not only cute. sings well and you are freakin smart!!! you totally noe your geo and lit stuff omg !!! you are like freakin smart omg!! hahah do you noe i like smart guys haha omg!! im gonna like you even more hahah!!

great now im totally obsess with you!

sodagreen

2008-09-19T21:57:00.000+08:00

this song made me wanna cry

想走出你控制的领域却走进你安排的战局
我没有坚强的防备也没有后路可以退

想逃离你布下的陷阱却陷入了另一个困境
我没有决定输赢的勇气也没有逃脱的幸运

我像是一颗棋进退任由你决定
我不是你眼中唯一将领　却是不起眼的小兵

我像是一颗棋子来去全不由自己
起手无回你从不曾犹豫我却　受控在你手里

this song made me super high!!

转了一圈才发现又归零的时钟
摇头摆动跳着变调的节奏
幻想是悠游在梦里的鱼看不懂
踏空踩错落后半圈的恼火
暂时失控
我想这不是堕落迟早有一个结果
暂时失控
是谁操纵梦的漩涡在被窝里挥手
看这里放声嘶吼谁也不舍得沉默
宽阔也抓不住我下一秒钟的echo
晦涩飘散在空中风吹雨打的交错
是否多一点轮廓画一个惊叹结果
喔　若是诡谲的霓虹
牵着你大步行走也轰动
是否多一点轮廓画一个惊叹

what did i say abt your voice affecting my mood??
i dun like it.dun do it again. k?

thanks

2008-09-18T00:36:00.000+08:00

im done w wr!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahah erm now is.. 12.45am k lah earlier than i expected kk haha
everyone is workin really hard
sean din sleep yesterday
karyn is still online workin on that cover page
i jus finish editin all the crappy stuff
jon is freakin slack..zzz i duno lah maybe thats not for him hahah u noe jon what hahha

i like the way u affect my mood today. really glad to hear your voice. u kept me awake.thanks.

stop swingin my mood

2008-09-16T22:05:00.000+08:00

stupid qf makin my mood swing again. walao how may times liao?!!? was listenin to him singin qi zi then got vvvvvv sad. like awnn so sad lah... then listen to him sing zhan shi shi kong again n i got high AGAIN.. wth!??! stupid qf stop affectin my mood w your voice.i dun like it.

qf again

2008-09-14T00:38:00.000+08:00

not bad i finished it( my wr )around 12.45am the last time was 2.30am thats a record! im tired. did almost nth today..AGAIN!! still got hw.. i havent even touch them!!! anyway haiz..

qf ahh qf how can i stop thinkin of u.. im dreamin abt u the whole day n thats not good..

it is what it is.
this is a negative love.
seriously,
why are u so freakin cute?

if i tell u i wanna see u now will u come?

2008-09-12T22:29:00.000+08:00

i wasted today away.. i did nth at all haiz..

jojo u gotta be cooler at handlin stuffs like that...

am i still in love w qf?! totally!!
am i still in love w alex?i dun tink so
am i still in love w zyn? maybe
am i still in love w ftw??! let me tink abt it..

i need to stop lovin u
it painful n difficult u noe..

ok its 12.56 gonna be 1 soon ok it started w a web sayin that qf kissed another girl.. erm theres a picture of it too.. erm i din feel good abt it i dun like it.. i tried to find the video.. found it at last.
erm b4 watchin it im like stupid shit!! y r u kissin my qf!??! but after watchin the mv i went wa!! that girl quite choi y she wanna date qf?!? hahaha poor qf.. hahha
ohh she is qf ex. erm ya.. im feelin all better now.. hahaha

*stupid qf made my mooddd swinggg like dunno what

qfqf

2008-09-10T20:38:00.001+08:00

i went out w pei xiu!!!! wu!~!~!~!
yating made me super happy!!!hahah.. thanks..

to qf,

do u noe that u r freakin gay!?
do u noe that i really like you!?

stupid this dun make sense..
zhan shi shi kong is vvvv nice!! that song makes me high..haha

IM FREAKINLY IN LOVE W U DO U NOE?!?!

fren only

2008-09-08T21:38:00.000+08:00

hahaah i really like qf although he is freakin gay!! haah he should be a fren rather than lover hmmm.. hahaha qf wanna be my hot gay best fren!?!? love u qf!!hah

kk i watched some mv.. we cant jus be frens... we must be super best best frens kkk!!!hahaah zhan shi shi kong is freakin nice!!!!!!
omg i faintin haha
qf: wo zui ba chang she me ge!? haha wo bu ba she me ge duo gan chang!!
omg!!! hahah im currently obsess w him. great.

shi fou duo yi dian lu kuo hua yi ge jing tan jie guo

qfqf

2008-09-07T18:25:00.000+08:00

Im officially in love with Qf!!!!!

done w datas

2008-09-07T01:36:00.000+08:00

my eyes r burnin.. stupid datas alex!!! omg my pw grp should be happy that im in their grp lah!!!! i work so hard for them lehh...(maybe cos i slack too much in the past?feelin guilty ba..)stupid ive been workin on those stupid data since like 8pm?!?!stupid lah pw sucks!!now its 1.39am n im not done yet.... warnin to all: if u eva wanna edit your stupid data pls dun even try!! whateva k maybe yours is easy to edit but mine?!?! hump!! i had to make sure that the results tally lah wth feels like im doin math!?!? whateva my eyes r burnin.. im dyin!!!! jon is happily sleepin n karyn is readin her book.. sean is erm.. ''appearin'' offline as usual?? u cant really tell if he is there or not..

k!!! IM FREAKINLY DONE yea so happy hahaha im tired u noe.. i wanted to ask jon help one but.. yea.. like duh i din hahaha well karyn is there to share my joy.. hahah yea allen is gettin freakin cute day by day n ya!!im gonna wake up at 2pm i bet haha im jus to happy to fall asleep wu~!~!~!~!~! alex u r really cute too u noe..

today n today

2008-09-05T21:06:00.000+08:00

shit i tink i havin gastric now great must be jus now.. nv eat then now eat so much n fast ahhh im in pain!!! shit walao really pain leh.. i cant breathe properly...
i studied w sec sch fren then cj ones haha din do alot but i tink its enough for today hmm..
then bought 7 tiesssss hahah i wonder yyyy hahaah then erm.. ya!!! karyn wanted me to do graphs for our survey then smarty sean sent me the links without all the results how to do?!!?!? nice one sean hahha k lah rmb to send me k!! ahh cannot finish blame u ahh..
karyn i lost my brown pen... my darlin brown pen how?!?!
***yatiyati my dear maid i miss u!!!!!!!!
hahaha ya n my sec sch fren ask me to call(handphone) my cj fren for chem formula!!!!haha funny??

watchin dgm now!!!!!! wu~!~~!!! so nice!!!

allen is gettin cuter every chapter omg.. hahha lulubell in that water form?? looks weird but cool. that spider form?? no way mans..kanda said:the edge is blunt hahah so funny oh ya n that stupid lavi tryin to protect that arss lenalee whateva k! haha then cross looks so cool!!!!ohoh!! cloud too

allen looks so cool the last part awnn allen.. dgm is still good lulu haha!

the bio test AGAIN!

2008-08-31T20:16:00.000+08:00

jac is totally rite walao stupid!!!! i hate him!!! ahh whateva!!!!!
k i did the bio test hmm 6 in a row wa~!~! k then i did the first one. had notes w me but im too lazy to flip yes.. i should be honest i mean kyou likes honest ppl u noe.. hahah k then i got erm.. cant rmb a fail then i got erm.. a pass then then next one a 2/9 haizz then pass then got 6 /7 again ahha deja vu then the last one i got a 2.33/7 whateva i dun care ok.. it wasnt too bad after all... i din flip the notes k!! haha i din like the part where erm abt the deadline.. being TODAY!!! like what??? oh well im done w it so yupp haha it wasnt that bad after all hahha
ya! i almost lost my dear highlighter!!!!!!
YES WALL.E IS A FREAKIN NICE MOVIE!!!!! PIXAR RAWKS!!!!
ps: qt is a stalker!!!beware!!

happy belated bday alex!!!!!!

2008-08-30T23:03:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE=DDD This is joker's friend here. JACQUELINE!! =PPP

HAHAHA!!!

Jojo dont delete this k? :) hahahahaha.

Yupp the pictures really took very long to load.

Nevertheless, it can be viewed in my blog. I think. hahaha! byeess!!

CHEERS PEOPLE!

tchers' day!

2008-08-30T21:27:00.000+08:00

happy bday alex!!!! love you!!!

well erm that day was erm.. hmm let u decide omg its takin so long to upload the pics!!!!

ok thats it!!! i've tired k stupid pics!!!!!!

love karyn!!!1

2008-08-27T18:58:00.000+08:00

---------------------------------------latest eye candy~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

omg i totally love karyn!!!! pw is tough man.. hahaha did my wr walao!!!!! ahhh yea its done now.. haha jon smsed me to see if i need any help
the reaction after i saw that msg?? i shouted FEI HUA!!
***oh well zhang yining is cute!!!!
i asked qt gw n russ where to write your ev of wr
qt replied''blablablablalablablala'' (super useful stuff)
gw: ?? (then after i ask all u could reply is this?? he typed
then what you want me to reply? omg!!! hopeless liao!
russ typed: wait let me think
next line
:u havin a funfair?!

........ qt u r the best can!!!!!!................
hahaha ohhh yining is so cute!!!!

yining jie!!!!!

2008-08-24T17:22:00.000+08:00

i got 6 for bio test!!! 6/7!! i was really happy!!( cos i tink bio sucks) then i asked yc n gw (only ones online) gw did it when he told me he got 6 too..then i realised.. haiya i got happy for nth.. haizz.... hhaah!! anyway it seems like i got all rite but i only got 6 oh well since your gw got 6.. what did u get!?!? hahah..
now jon is online haha then i told him i got 6(jus bein high) then he told me he failed.he got 4 (wait 4/7 is not a fail... jon is gonna get it frm me later) anyway haha that made me happier until he said he nv study.. great... true he din even attend the lect n stuff without the notes n stuff... mans how the hell did he get 4?? stupid jon i hate smart ppl!!!!
*guo yue is a left-hander (freakin cute)!!
**feng tian wei tinks zhang yining is scary!!( no dear she is super cute!!)
*glad yining won..

yining jie~!! so cute!!!

2008-08-23T18:28:00.000+08:00

A soul from Venus with a sexual appeal 8.3 of 10.

Guys hold your breath...

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omg!! hahah jac what will u get?!!?

n i got 9 needles on my head!! erm i meant all over my body ouch!!

zhang yining!!

2008-08-22T21:31:00.000+08:00

li jia wei lost=expected! haha i v mean rite!!!!! omgomg!!! zhang yining won!!!!! yes hahah i was so darn scared for her!! she lost her first round lehh! wa hahah well she is still the world no.1 what!!!! omg i love her!!! hahah yea.. 1 word to describe her--emotionless haha yup thats her!!! ohh n she smiled after she won the medal.. k lah only that 2 expressions hahah awnnn.. im meltinnn.. hahah ya! n guo yue's clothes is nice lah!!! black base yellow dragon! she so so rawks!!!!

2008-08-20T20:20:00.000+08:00

i like $ not enough better than 12 lian hua. lian hua is erm.. a little deep.. i could only understand the deja vu part.hmm not v bright there..and for lian hua!! omg!! i wanted use the toilet after like 30 mins??!?!? omg!! unbearable is the word to describe the situation ..i went to the toilet after 2 hrs of torture...hahah guess what!! the queue was freakin long~! xiann oh well

jess.t asked(force) me to blog abt her.. she said sth like i eat w u almost everyday then u nv blog abt me..okok bloggin abt u now... chey u also dun read one..

n i kinda force qt to call me lover..

p.e was stupid!! i did 30 pull-up w my left hand!! hahah erm.. hahha incline issit?! ya!!! walao n your gw not gentleman at all! i was flippin what then my hands are still on the erm cones then he grab it n flip it back!! walao like russ like that!!

hahah econs?!!? fail liao i got no idea what to write ...i crap through..yupp hahah plus my stomach growlin.. not v nice.. so i went out n met violet!!! zi se!!! she was playin bball when she is suppose to study!! slackk! oh ya!! omg n your that gw super pro!! after like 10mins he fell asleep!walao super pro!!! hahh

to that stalker.. ''get lost lah!!''

I LIKE FENG TIAN WEI
I LIKE ZHANG YI NING
I LIKE GUO YUE
OMG!!!! ALL SO PRO!!

im super forgivin yup.

always happy-----------check.

great flirts--------------wanna check out my skills!?

loves to make out-------haha shall let my partner decide

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silver!!!!!

2008-08-17T21:45:00.000+08:00

sing won silver!!!!!! cool
great now i tink that feng tian wei is cute
zhang yi ning is cute
guo yue is cute!!!!
omg!!!! guo n zhang like vvvvv close!! they were holdin hands..erm.. hahaha they whisper into each other's ear.. awnnn wth!?!?!? my my super cute can!!!!
haha then durin the ceremony they played china anthem.. then my mum was like ''eh.. jia wei ta men hui chang!!!! cos they all frm china what..'' haha walao my mum!!
omg!!! they r so cute n so pro!!! hahah dun ask me who i like better i cant decide!!
awnn...

*this time round, u left me for real

bio test gone again

2008-08-16T19:22:00.000+08:00

ok i cannot find the bio test now how?? mans.. dun tell me its gone again..
n stop cheatin my feelin u stupid idiot!!
Edmund - I'll be there for you through it all says:
TAI CHOU!

-vice is gettin normal!!!!

pics

2008-08-15T21:38:00.000+08:00

me n jolene(scandal)

me n jac (scandal)

he is freakin cute!!!!! (dun mind havin scandal w him..)

ken is scarin me

ok i cant put up anymore pic for some reason hmm..