this is it what more do u want?!

Sunday, September 28, 2008- 12:17 PM

我需要你的愛来抚摸我的回忆 he jiao cha guo hou de shuang shou ( i will find the chinese words the next time! haha)

(Jo)2

Saturday, September 27, 2008- 9:35 PM

my blog is pretty updated.. yea?!
anyway i need to sleep!! ive been sleepin 6 hours daily n i dun tink thats enough haizz.. plus i tink my fear of not promotin jus turned into pleasure of pain( i dun really get this line either) anyway i dun tink i like qf that much anymore.. he cant keep me awake anymore!! his songs are like.. yea okok (dun make me feel high anymore)(ok lah not that high) haha oh well
ive been dreamin alot lately. like every nite??! haha even when its a 1 hour nap.. great! im not sleepin enough n not sleepin well haizz..

omg!! i said love you to yf!!! omg thats kinda gross PLUS i dun say i love you easily cos i tink that sayin love you means i really do(most of the time) !! like that there is a responsibility to it!!!!omg i said that to her leh.. i dun believe this!!! karyn!!!! walao.. im disgusted lah!!!! walao!!!!! is worst than kissin jiro can!!!!! walao.. arr!!!!!!!

(Jo)2

Monday, September 22, 2008- 9:45 PM

im tired of all this crap.
what im gonna do after exams?
SLEEP FOR 2 DAYS STRAIGHT!!

n get off my bed lah!!! not even qf can lie on it lor!

(Jo)2

Sunday, September 21, 2008- 2:40 PM

i did like nth yesterday!??! im amazed.. ahh!!! how can that be!??! i went to temple in the mornin then see doctor AGAIN for my stupid headache.. darn! went to sleep early. had alot of stupid dreams=did not sleep properly haiz... woke up at 11.00++ jus finish packin my messy table haiz..vv tired now haiz... n sleepy hahah!

i dreamt abt jac goin aussie to study cos she cannot take the stress here.. im like wow.. n qt said sth like i dun care. hahah i bet she will miss her like crazy one lor.. haha then somehow im in bus w sand. haha then sand ask me to sit properly. as usual i roll my eyes ahahah.. then dunno how im in my room with ella n wang dong chen n alot of random ppl . s.h.e ella n fei un hai wong dong chen. whats the worst thing!?!? ella was the director for her latest mv. then (i pause for v long cos i duno how to write it down)

ok whateva. i really dunno how to write....erm.. is like we are shootin then erm OKOK!! the main pt is that i kiss him k!!(lip to lip kind) plus he is like on my bed!!! lasted v long leh!!! cos ella refuse to say cut..wth!?!? for the first few times i cant force myself to do it. like duh its freakin gross!!!!!
then the final one was like he force my head down w his hand!?!? omg!!!!!! its dame gross lah!! i wanna puke!!! plus i nv like him u noe!?!? i mean i nv tink that he is cute. i like yan ya lun better. plus im in love w qf what!! walao...i feel so sick now...

then i wake up thinkin its real!!!! im disgusted lah!! what the shit! then i keep on cleaning my mouth n went out to brush my teeth immediately lah!! omg so gross!!! GROSS! then im like: how come not qf not alex not even my darlin anime leh!!! is him lehh wth!?!?! walao... hahah like betray qf like that leh haha!!! anyway.. im glad its not real.what the shit!!!!!!!!!! freakin gross!!!!! ahhhhh!!! that dream is freakin gross lah!!! stupid dream..

QF!! IM SORRY..hahahahhahahahahhahahah
i really am..

(ppl dun laugh at me. the dream is gross..)(i decided to write it down cos i tink its quite funny though)

(Jo)2

Saturday, September 20, 2008- 12:40 AM

OMGOMG!! i din noe you so smart!!! omg!!! you are freakin smart!!! not only cute. sings well and you are freakin smart!!! you totally noe your geo and lit stuff omg !!! you are like freakin smart omg!! hahah do you noe i like smart guys haha omg!! im gonna like you even more hahah!!

great now im totally obsess with you!

(Jo)2

Friday, September 19, 2008- 9:57 PM

this song made me wanna cry

想走出你控制的领域却走进你安排的战局
我没有坚强的防备也没有后路可以退

想逃离你布下的陷阱却陷入了另一个困境
我没有决定输赢的勇气也没有逃脱的幸运

我像是一颗棋进退任由你决定
我不是你眼中唯一将领　却是不起眼的小兵

我像是一颗棋子来去全不由自己
起手无回你从不曾犹豫我却　受控在你手里

this song made me super high!!

转了一圈才发现又归零的时钟
摇头摆动跳着变调的节奏
幻想是悠游在梦里的鱼看不懂
踏空踩错落后半圈的恼火
暂时失控
我想这不是堕落迟早有一个结果
暂时失控
是谁操纵梦的漩涡在被窝里挥手
看这里放声嘶吼谁也不舍得沉默
宽阔也抓不住我下一秒钟的echo
晦涩飘散在空中风吹雨打的交错
是否多一点轮廓画一个惊叹结果
喔　若是诡谲的霓虹
牵着你大步行走也轰动
是否多一点轮廓画一个惊叹

what did i say abt your voice affecting my mood??
i dun like it.dun do it again. k?

(Jo)2

Thursday, September 18, 2008- 12:36 AM

im done w wr!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahah erm now is.. 12.45am k lah earlier than i expected kk haha
everyone is workin really hard
sean din sleep yesterday
karyn is still online workin on that cover page
i jus finish editin all the crappy stuff
jon is freakin slack..zzz i duno lah maybe thats not for him hahah u noe jon what hahha

i like the way u affect my mood today. really glad to hear your voice. u kept me awake.thanks.

(Jo)2

Tuesday, September 16, 2008- 10:05 PM

stupid qf makin my mood swing again. walao how may times liao?!!? was listenin to him singin qi zi then got vvvvvv sad. like awnn so sad lah... then listen to him sing zhan shi shi kong again n i got high AGAIN.. wth!??! stupid qf stop affectin my mood w your voice.i dun like it.

(Jo)2

Sunday, September 14, 2008- 12:38 AM

not bad i finished it( my wr )around 12.45am the last time was 2.30am thats a record! im tired. did almost nth today..AGAIN!! still got hw.. i havent even touch them!!! anyway haiz..

qf ahh qf how can i stop thinkin of u.. im dreamin abt u the whole day n thats not good..

it is what it is.
this is a negative love.
seriously,
why are u so freakin cute?

if i tell u i wanna see u now will u come?

(Jo)2

Friday, September 12, 2008- 10:29 PM

i wasted today away.. i did nth at all haiz..

jojo u gotta be cooler at handlin stuffs like that...

am i still in love w qf?! totally!!
am i still in love w alex?i dun tink so
am i still in love w zyn? maybe
am i still in love w ftw??! let me tink abt it..

i need to stop lovin u
it painful n difficult u noe..

ok its 12.56 gonna be 1 soon ok it started w a web sayin that qf kissed another girl.. erm theres a picture of it too.. erm i din feel good abt it i dun like it.. i tried to find the video.. found it at last.
erm b4 watchin it im like stupid shit!! y r u kissin my qf!??! but after watchin the mv i went wa!! that girl quite choi y she wanna date qf?!? hahaha poor qf.. hahha
ohh she is qf ex. erm ya.. im feelin all better now.. hahaha

*stupid qf made my mooddd swinggg like dunno what

(Jo)2

Wednesday, September 10, 2008- 8:38 PM

i went out w pei xiu!!!! wu!~!~!~!
yating made me super happy!!!hahah.. thanks..

to qf,

do u noe that u r freakin gay!?
do u noe that i really like you!?

stupid this dun make sense..
zhan shi shi kong is vvvv nice!! that song makes me high..haha

IM FREAKINLY IN LOVE W U DO U NOE?!?!

(Jo)2

Monday, September 8, 2008- 9:38 PM

hahaah i really like qf although he is freakin gay!! haah he should be a fren rather than lover hmmm.. hahaha qf wanna be my hot gay best fren!?!? love u qf!!hah

kk i watched some mv.. we cant jus be frens... we must be super best best frens kkk!!!hahaah zhan shi shi kong is freakin nice!!!!!!
omg i faintin haha
qf: wo zui ba chang she me ge!? haha wo bu ba she me ge duo gan chang!!
omg!!! hahah im currently obsess w him. great.

shi fou duo yi dian lu kuo hua yi ge jing tan jie guo

(Jo)2

Sunday, September 7, 2008- 6:25 PM

Im officially in love with Qf!!!!!

(Jo)2

- 1:36 AM

my eyes r burnin.. stupid datas alex!!! omg my pw grp should be happy that im in their grp lah!!!! i work so hard for them lehh...(maybe cos i slack too much in the past?feelin guilty ba..)stupid ive been workin on those stupid data since like 8pm?!?!stupid lah pw sucks!!now its 1.39am n im not done yet.... warnin to all: if u eva wanna edit your stupid data pls dun even try!! whateva k maybe yours is easy to edit but mine?!?! hump!! i had to make sure that the results tally lah wth feels like im doin math!?!? whateva my eyes r burnin.. im dyin!!!! jon is happily sleepin n karyn is readin her book.. sean is erm.. ''appearin'' offline as usual?? u cant really tell if he is there or not..

k!!! IM FREAKINLY DONE yea so happy hahaha im tired u noe.. i wanted to ask jon help one but.. yea.. like duh i din hahaha well karyn is there to share my joy.. hahah yea allen is gettin freakin cute day by day n ya!!im gonna wake up at 2pm i bet haha im jus to happy to fall asleep wu~!~!~!~!~! alex u r really cute too u noe..

(Jo)2

Friday, September 5, 2008- 9:06 PM

shit i tink i havin gastric now great must be jus now.. nv eat then now eat so much n fast ahhh im in pain!!! shit walao really pain leh.. i cant breathe properly...
i studied w sec sch fren then cj ones haha din do alot but i tink its enough for today hmm..
then bought 7 tiesssss hahah i wonder yyyy hahaah then erm.. ya!!! karyn wanted me to do graphs for our survey then smarty sean sent me the links without all the results how to do?!!?!? nice one sean hahha k lah rmb to send me k!! ahh cannot finish blame u ahh..
karyn i lost my brown pen... my darlin brown pen how?!?!
***yatiyati my dear maid i miss u!!!!!!!!
hahaha ya n my sec sch fren ask me to call(handphone) my cj fren for chem formula!!!!haha funny??

watchin dgm now!!!!!! wu~!~~!!! so nice!!!

allen is gettin cuter every chapter omg.. hahha lulubell in that water form?? looks weird but cool. that spider form?? no way mans..kanda said:the edge is blunt hahah so funny oh ya n that stupid lavi tryin to protect that arss lenalee whateva k! haha then cross looks so cool!!!!ohoh!! cloud too

allen looks so cool the last part awnn allen.. dgm is still good lulu haha!

(Jo)2

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